The obituary notice of Sheila WAINWRIGHT

Happy Birthday in Heaven Mum
This is the 2nd Birthday that you have spent in Heaven Mum & we thought that this Birthday would somehow be a little easier to cope with but no Mum its not. We can't help but think that you will be making the Angels laugh today. We hope that you have cake we know how much you love Cream Cake Mum. It is not that we don't think of you every single day Mum because we do but today on your Birthday it is Bitter Sweet. We know that we have to be thankful for having you but it does not make that pain of losing you any less. We love you so very much Mum & hope that God is looking after you his Special Angel lots & lots of love & kisses & what we would not give to give them to you Sally-Anne & Stuart💕💕💋💋😇😇

Happy Birthday In Heaven Mum💝💝

Today should have been a Happy Day, a day of Celebration. But instead it is filled with tears Mum, the tears that won't stop flowing because this is your first Birthday that you have not been here and every day since you died has been a difficult day tinged with sadness and tears and don't get me wrong Mum, some funny moments thinking of how very funny you were.

You have been here for the whole of my life and now you're not and I don't know how to be today. I can't stop crying and I know you wouldn't want that, you would want me to celebrate the life you had and the time you had with us all. But forgive me Mum because today is so much more difficult then I thought it was going to be😢.

I hear all the time it will get easier but I am not sure it ever will Mum. If I could have that last phone call with you on the day you died telling me before I went "How Much You Loved Me" and your exact words "Don't Ever Forget It Will You Sal" I can't help wondering did you know Mum?💔💔

So today Mum I will remember you with Love In My Heart, because I know you are with me and I will look at photos of you which always make me smile and I will remember how we laughed so much that last day, we both nearly cried about the stories we told each other. I will try to Smile today Mum because I know you would not want me to cry all day, so I am sending you a Big Kiss 😘 up to Heaven on the winds of love that will blow softly on your Face and I know that our Joe will be making a fuss of you today, so that will make my heart glow.
Love you always and forever Mum
Sal & Stu 💖💖

Sheila,
So many things are different in my life now. My mobile is quiet as you're not ringing saying kettles on or dinner will be ready in 5 minutes (even though I had my dinner) . I miss our chats,rants and just laughing at things on the laptop or phone. I looked at anchor butter the other day for Mike and it was £5 I thought to myself Sheila would be going mad now saying robbing c**** and then you would be wanting me to email them saying the price is ridiculous haha. I know you will be happy now back with Joe but I'm not happy that you're not here xx