Bad night omg what am I going to do .... so so sad so lost so lonely ... oh Tom ... I can’t see a way through any more ....♥️.... heartbroken beyond belief ...xxx

Well you’ve had a lot of visitors again .... wonder why they leave no messages ... I wonder .... I know why and you do .... but I can’t change the past ... but I’m still absolutely heartbroken... absolutely... and this makes it worse .... but I will carry on the best I can .... I love you and always will do I will miss you forever and will always be sad ..... I’m becoming more and more confused with it all ... 5691 xxx

Another Thursday ... hate Thursdays love Mondays now why because I’m through the weekend and survived , just . I just miss you so very very much .. I know I’ve got to get over this Thursday thing but I can’t it just won’t go away ... but one week I will get to Thursday and not sink into ridiculous thoughts ... about the last few hours ... one minute it was all good then it wasn’t ..... but I can’t change anything ....I wish I could ... but one thing I wouldn’t want change is being your wife , I was so blessed and you just don’t realise it until it’s gone ... tommy seal I love you adore you miss you so very much ... my heart is shattered .... until we meet again rest well my sweetheart... I miss you so so much ... ♥️Xx